Looking for a local music video that looks like what I can remember at the early 2000s

Amidst modding works and new drama after New Year 2026, there's this thing that've been feeding my curiosity for God knows how long, and it started months ago as I'm having a weird philia that I'll explain below. I'm not a type of having a child fetish or smth in that regard, but back when MTV was a thing, I remembered a couple of things about one of the music playlists.

From what I remember, it started in a white screen for few seconds, then the whole image turns into a orange brownish environment (dimly lit room?) having a young man (IIRC, he aged like me back in the 2000s) in front of a mirror with a shirt hanging on the front of his body. The song starts quite soft right after the shirt fell from his body, went outside the camera POV that's pointing to the mirror. I don't watch the whole music video but in the reff segment, the song turned into some kind of soft rock with the drummer being the same young man (?) singing it. Idk if it's Indonesian or Malaysian, but you get the idea. I'm not gonna bother to ask AI about it, but I'm just, outright curious what I watch back when I was very young (like, the age of 5 or 6?) was a real thing. And on top of that, I have a weird philia about being young and trying to blend with the young'uns.

It's not new, TBH; it's been going on for years and that is because, being an introvert doesn't get me a much bigger freedom of world exploring, if you know what I mean, in addition to the strict rules of clothing at school (imagine wearing a tank top/singlet underneath your white school shirt for 6 years - from 7th to 12th grade - every Monday and Tuesday). Only my grandpa knows my weird behavior as he was once a teacher, turned headmaster/principal at a school in Bali ages ago (he's the one who always looked out for me, even though some, if not all, family members are a fan of him, my mama included). I almost caught red-handed by my parents back then when my sister told my mama about this strange habit of wearing high school uniform to every place I can visit around town (you know, think that you stayed class or you stuck being a 12th grader forever till you dropped out of school). I gotta be honest; my face do still look like a young man back when I was in my adolescence, even though Imma bout to enter 30 on May this year. The old uniform I got was handed over to those in need during the early college days, so I ended up buying a set in secret. I'm calm and serene when it comes to responding to situation, but I often found myself slow but hasty and reckless. Often times I have temperamental problems, but I can manage every time (though sometimes I lose control if I'm not in a good mood or there are some problems like health issues), even when petting my poodles.

TBR with y'all, this philia o' mine build my passion over the swimming in a pool 🏊‍♂️ not just for fun (i.e. dipping like it's a sauna), but also for sports. It's been going on for 4~6 years by now. The weird thing about this passion is that it started off when my papa punished me by dipping me into a water depot in a bathroom downstairs. Dunno what I was punished for back in my childhood days, but I think it's because I have issues with eating.

Also, I'm lucky enough that no one in the city will give a shit for who I am. People accepted who I am on a face value, and that's an unfortunate yet cold, hard truth. I'm hitting 30 on May this year and they considered me to be the fresh young'un whenever I wear that uniform (assuming that they don't get too close that they see my mustache growing out; I prefer it to be shaved clean if I want to continue to blend with the young'uns).

So far, what I'm looking for always hit a dead end. Only through the song titles alone, I can't guarantee if what I'm looking/hearing for is real. Last time I tried to look it up, the song sounded like a rap (Kaca by Young Lex) and it's not what I'm looking for. Now I tried my luck on couple more, they're not what I'm looking for too. I also tried to be straight on point when searching on Google and nope, I guess Google can't understand what I'm trying to convey here. 😞

I guess this music video I'm listening/watching with that kinda description might be a lost media that who knows if it exists in my beloved homeland, and TBH, this has been sitting in my mind for years now when I'm home alone and I can't rest easy until I can figure out what's the title and the artist of that music video with that description I said. Can't be assed to ask the public (like on Facebook) for this too as my "friends back in school" have been hitting the age just like me and they don't have the taste that are as same as I am. It's the old classic and it was the first and the last time (assuming if I can't find it) I'm hearing and watching that music video that only I can see/hear back in the 2000s (or so).

I also wanted to bring this discussion up to Kaskus, but eh... 😅 can't be assed too as back then, I have many important matters to do.

I'll be trying to hit the jackpot soon and will be back here if I can manage to get it 👍. If not, well, consider it as a lost media that it was the first and the last time I've heard of. Catch ya later, readers 👋.